A little boy of thirteen
was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing
and he went to take a look
Thousands were listening
to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom,
even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly
the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight
The boy looked in his lunchbox
at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do
there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
the kindness in His smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a child
he said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
to feed them all"

I often think about that boy
when I'm feeling small
and I worry that the work I do
means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face
I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breadth that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small

I trust in you
I trust in you

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
no gift is too small


Corrinne May - Five Loaves and Two Fishes.

She's so amazing. <3 I hope to buy all her albums for Christmas just to treat myself :P She reminds of a Singaporean Colbie Caillat that's a little indie.

My drive, my passion, my perseverance.
I don't know how long
I can stick through.
Time is harder than quicksilver
to catch.
All these ideas
Most will never see
The day of completion.

Emotions, pressure, deadlines
It's coming closer and
I just feel like
Unraveling, just to get out of it
All I want is a corner to hide in
Leave everything behind and live
Without any restraints.

I don't think I can keep my site going until its deadline in 2010... I want to all these things but the hell shortness of time is stupid. People are judging me for feeling down and wanting a little comfort. When I'm crying out, the people I trusted most on the other side of the world ignore me. They will only come when I'm about to close my site. They just don't want to see RD vanish on the face of WWW

Do they even effin care? CARE. You won't get that unless you get 70 comments for each blog.